I left the house this morning with
the intention to go to class, answer a few emails, and mail a letter home. In
the middle of class, I lost focus on what my professor was saying. Outside the
old, heavy windows of the hot, dry classroom snow was falling. Lightly at first.
Enough to leave a thin layer on the sidewalks and the bushes in front of the
window. At 10:20, when I was free from sitting in the classroom the rest of the afternoon, I grabbed my
bag and headed out into the snow.
My first thought was, "I'll go home and bundle up and drink a cup of coffee." Instead I walked down Maryland, past my house and on my way to Baum Grove. I was giddy to see what it looked like with the fresh snow. The walk to Baum was filled with bumper to bumper traffic on fifth and slush that
collects on the corner of the streets. It was messy, and noisy, and the snow
flew into my face and stuck on the lenses of my glasses. I was thankful when I
couldn’t hear the horns honking or tires rolling over the sloppy slush and I saw the
army of trees surrounding the park.
Baum Grove was blanketed in white
and as I got closer I realized it was untouched. My tracks
on the path leading to the small garden would be the first. Underneath my boots
the clean snow sounded that familiar crunch that makes me miss home terribly.
Those infamous Minnesota negative temperature nights where it would lightly snow. I’d shuck on my
boots, winter coat, and a pink, purple hat that resembled a dragon’s tail and venture
out into the silence of the falling snow. For a while I'd walk along the clean slate of snow making smily faces or peace signs and that crunch would sound.
When I reached the benches around
the garden, I brush off the thin layer of snow with my mitten and sat down
huddling my elbows into my sides and looked up. A mix of grey and white in
several shades mirrored that of the ground below. Every branch of the trees housed
piles of snow and only the tips of the still green grass poked above the
layer of snow. Baum looked sprinkled with powdered sugar and
perhaps if I stayed too long I’d develop a sweet tooth for the delicious way
the snow makes everything look magical.
On the other side of the park, near
a small crab tree were a flock of birds hopping around in the snow. Every few
seconds the birds would lower their heads to the ground and peck at the grass.
Through the curtain of snow I noticed the burnt orange breasts and almost blue
hue of the top feathers. Robins. Another type of bird joined them as well. It
had a long, slender beak with white spotted bellies and leaner bodies than the
Robins. I couldn’t identify the birds, but their colors stood out in the white
snow beneath their feet.
One robin in particular kept flying
from the snow to a branch in the tree and back again. Every time a bird would
invade the robin’s space he would fly out of the tree and chase off the
intruder and then fly back into the tree. He did this seven times before the
flock flew away.
I sat for a while longer on the
bench staring at the spot the robin had been guarding. It was odd enough to see
robin’s in January, but to see one protecting a place or object that wasn’t his
nest was peculiar. After several frozen minutes I decided I was beginning to
resemble a snow man and gathered my bag. Before I left the parklet behind, I
snuck up to the crab tree and tried to find out what robin was keeping safe. In
the minutes I had been sitting on the bench, collecting snow, the footprints of
the birds were gone and a new sheet of snow covered that little treasure the
robin was protecting.
There's such a lovely, completeness to this entry, in thought and image. I'm especially struck by how forceful the motivation for you to see this place in this moment, to be the first to see it under the blanket of snow, as if you had a secret and mysterious desire to be there and the place itself, as constantly shifting, had something equally secret to impart to you on this visit.
ReplyDeleteI really love how magical everything seems. I've never been to where you are here, but I can definitely picture it. And you're braver than I am for passing up home and the chance for a warm cup of coffee. :-) You had some really great observations about your place, and I am interested to see if the robin is still there, protecting what could be his nesting place in Spring.
ReplyDeleteIt's so much easier to head home for warmth and coffee than it is to brave the traffic and slush of a Pittsburgh winter. But I'm so glad that you did! This entry is so full of life. I enjoyed reading about your plans for the day and how they changed mid-plan a couple of times. Breaking out of a pre-set routine is a challenge, especially during the cold, short days of winter. Your post inspires me to give in to the urge to do what my rational mind rails against -- Go outside in the winter and sit and watch and be ready to experience something unexpected. Plus, I bet that your warm house and coffee were even better after this!
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